I'm trying for fuck sake

What I am is on a open slice of maybe I'll lose my shit verses the Tibetan meditation plays on the same phone I'm typing this from. 


I read my deck ic entered and allowed my inner voice of pain to be heard and then acknowledged that hey I'm not in a place where those skills are needed. I have new shit aka skills. 

I showree I lifted the vibes by adding sacred music, I choose to write and share because it's my gift and sharing. There is no rule book I'm winging this shit because the fear of failure has kept me in contemplation for this moment. I'm prepared and today is a step, of many. ! Now maybe I can get my life and figure out htf to set up my new website & finish all this shit. Today I like shit most days I like shot. Ttys